Punxsutawney...

Fact: I have never experienced déjà vu. I sometimes wonder how many people out there are like me and have never felt the sensation of doing something like you have experienced it before. I will admit that I am a little envious of the people who have it, forever curious as to what it feels like and question why I have never felt it. I obviously have my own random thoughts about what it means and why some have it over others. For example, old souls, multiple lives (no, not nine like a cat, let’s be serious). Basically, it would be way too much for me to get into and I do not want my “crazy” to officially start to show... What I do have are repeat life situations; it’s not déjà vu exactly since I know I have done it before. My life at times is on repeat, it is like my own personal groundhog day. People reappearing after disappearing, situations that I thought were resolved are not. I know that when I get the phone call it is going to be the exact same conversation I had a week earlier. No matter what I say it always ends with the same conclusion only to happen all over again in a week or possibly a month. I actually tried to give it a different ending the other day and as hard as I tried it didn’t work. I should be getting a new PayPal bill soon, complements of an old relationship. My groundhog day isn’t all bad though. Some of the situations as backwards as they are with the people they involve, I like. I just know that one day I’m going to wake up and Groundhog Day is going to be over and hopefully my life and realizations are going to turn out just like Phil’s.